have you ever been excited waiting for something to happen
then when it is gonna happen u dread it happening
well tts wad im feeling right now...
somehow i wish tmr dun come
how i wish i can postpone it
dammit! why muz all these things happen!
and today, i bowled like a noob
104 108 110 120
like wadda heck
we were the last in the whole of south zone
my dad didnt help
and i crashed my ball into my ankle
leaving a bruise there, small, but concentrated

tmr... wad am i gonna do... freak i feel like running away nw
i dun even haf a proper plan for tmr...
and tt small lil plan i haf is full of places it might screw up
shudnt haf organised anything in the first place
why was i so excited anyway
it comes every year anyway
nothing to be happy bout
why did i even think of throwing a party

my lousy plan for tmr
(if can) go sch at 8 and play bball
10am go for make maths lesson
1pm go meet michele and sean and maybe zarah at marina sq
go kbox/bowl
then 7pm go back to sean's hse for dinner
after tt if it is ok we go watch movie or smth
then we will see hw after tt
lol... even i can see all the errors in my planning
but i cant change alr! omg i wanna die T.T
and its supposed to be a happy day? sigh

5/29/2006 09:46:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

lol this few days very tired
even though i slept quite alot
i just felt super restless...
but yeah... today was good...
the prayer meeting did fill my heart
and somehow peace just flowed into my heart
i always thought peace meant my heart start to feel empty and problemless
but it is being filled with peace, not emptied
today tt feeling came in
its an incomprehensible joy, like the ones i felt b4
but somehow i forgot about it...
i need to go back to the Word

yeah... today supposed to go and watch the da vinci code
but michele wanted to go and we didnt book for her
and i didnt feel like going so i let her go
dun feel bad hor michele... u happy i also happy =)
so i went to walk about amk central awhile
then i saw gundam seed models:
sword impulse 1/60 scale! 100+ bucks
super chio sia... lol
and also the 1/100 one, 40+...
still very exp lor...
i only haf the chibi one...
lol cost me about 10 bucks last time
and also infinite justice 1/100 scale!!!
50+ bucks... wa lao... i want i want~~~
lol... man... i want a complete destiny 1/100 set...
i haf destiny and strike freedom alr...
i was waiting for infinite justice and legend to come out
wait until this year then i sorta stop cuz it was too expensive anyway
sigh... nvm =(

lol... im bored... im playing maple again =.=
shijie is right... everything will be alright and will die off after a few days
lol everything is gonna be alright was supposed to be my motto some more
omg i really really need edification sia...

5/21/2006 09:15:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

wadda hell
u guys sux T.T
i ask everyone who wanna come for my chalet
only clair replied...
not even my beloved t26
=( specially asked u guys in class also...
no one replied
not to mention the stupid secret conversation going about
that i cannot join in
im feeling lonely again...
sux man
sian... last year also... everyone busy for no apparent reason

im damn tired la... everyday sleep so late...
lol... i need a good rest also...
bowling competition tmr... after tt can rest abit =P
maybe i ask some of my bowling friends... see if they wanna come =/
stupid t26 =(

5/18/2006 11:07:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

heee t26 rocks
we owned floor ball
first time playing some more
no hockey players
^^

after tt i went bowling wif kayliang my cousin
at mt faber safra
lol not bad la... my form starting to get consistent
i hit 186 in the last game ^^
could haf reached 200 if nt for the split on the 7th frame
lol then after that i went to orchard to meet up wif the rest of our class
i walked for 1 and a half hours to cathay due to a mistake
ran into cheryl yeo at somerset lol
then waited for 20min there for the same reason
then zhao to cine and finally met up wif them
lol then ended up they were going home already
and i didnt want to play pool
so i went home... lol saw xuanfang and her class at the mrt station
was tempted to join them cuz i didnt wanna go home yet...
=/ sigh...

then ytd... im damn smart... i dropped the bus without checking my wallet
my jeans was loose... so i didnt feel it missing
sian... la... my ic my ezlink my mothers' day present!
and nw my mum scolding me
like wtf... i purposely want to lose it meh
i feel damn miserable already lor
sigh... argh!!!!!!

5/13/2006 01:06:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

lol nothing much to post
but i dun want my blog to be stagnant...
clair: im disappointed at you,
after knowing me for more than a year
u still dunno me -.-"

hmmm anyway... tmr is cjc sports day
yay! lol still rmb last yr sji sports day
ronald and i climbed outta the back gate
and escaped to come to my house and watch naruto
i gonna be taking part in netball... quite nervous but... heck la

lol i haf been going for bowling by myself or wif a few mates
cuz dun haf training... then my hand super itchy lol
and somehow i am getting a real hang of hooking
then today guess wad happened,
uncle denny, the coach, told chris, the asst coach
that i haf potential to be in the team 1 next yr
meaning one of the best...
lol shijie told me...
haha inside my heart was like damn shiok
but haf to keep modest =P
but really wad... im still not as pro as the team bowlers nw =/

haha then after tt i went around watching ppl play
then mr ho came and talked to me and milton
then i told him my name was not on the list
then he check... end up my name really disappeared
i went for every single bloody training and more
and none was recorded...
sian... then he gave us the form so we can get released at 10am on the next two tues
lol damn shiok... can either go support the school team or be lane marshall
both is nice cuz can keep some lectures =P

then after tt... i hitched a ride from xuanfang's mum as usual
and she forgot to bring her spare ball...
lol and we saw gerard and lester going for 'oxygen' *cough cough*
yeah... quite a fun day la...esp the last part of the day =P

5/11/2006 01:01:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

took this from steff's blog =)

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people.

01. sean
02. clair
03. ariel
04. steff
05. yiwei
06. david
07. zhiyang
08. dor
09. corina
10. elena
11. shunren
12. walter
13. crenshaw
14. malcolm
15. POK
16. Mr Foo
17. aaron
18. michele
19. qian jun
20. clement

So these are the questions.

1. How did you meet 14?
malcolm? lol my bowling senior of cuz met him at bowling la

2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
sean lol... everything would be different... really

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
clement and nana.... no way... two worlds apart LOL

4. Did you ever like 19?
jun ah? like as in plain like lol... no affections

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
david and aaron... gays? lol

6. Describe 3.
lol ariel ah... she is mature, wise, a very good leader

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
dor... not to me =P maybe to girls

8. Tell me something about 7.
yang yang? he plays ice hockey!

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
not really... he's my guitar teacher

10. What's 8's favourite?
dor ah? in terms of music... jap pop... hobbies... gym and dance ba...

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
michele? i will freak out.... honestly... or i will say... "how bout sean?" =X

12. What language does 15 speak?
pok? chicken language

13. Who is 9 going out with?
nana... that i dont know

14. How old is 16 now?
33 years old? lol

15. When's the last time you talked to 13?
crenshaw... today =)

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
clair... Delirious?

17. Would you ever date 4?
steff??? lol stop laughing steff... haha if she dun mind of cuz hahaha

18. Would you ever date 7?
yang yang... not unless we both turn gay haha

19. Is 15 single?
pok... nope.... his msn nick doesnt tells me so

20. What is 10's last name?
elena yeo something lol... i dunno...

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
shunren... lol why am i calling myself gay

22. What school does 3 go to?
ariel is working~

23. Where does 6 live?
david... serangoon north/yck...

24. What's your fav thing about 5?
yiwei... his blurness... tts his bad pt also... lol

25. Have you seen number 1 naked?
LOL... i think so!! when we were young we bathed together... cousins ma... *laughs*

5/02/2006 08:35:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY